Wednesday, 15 October 2014

"SHE" RUNS THE WORLD

15 October 2014

I feel like being poetic today for some reason, if you can just allow me...

LEARNING TO BE ME IN YOU.

Why you out of all people? These words keep pondering in my mind.
Everything you do and say makes me move a         step closer…I cannot close my eyes, no matter how heavy they may become, because I know if I do just for one second you’ll be gone… please allow me to watch you, yes I know I can do it but, I wanna do it with you.


Your eyes glimmer like the stars of the dark sky, I am Learning to be me in you. Run with me through the rain, let’s run as far as we can, for there is a rainbow at the end, a sign of a victory!
Carry me for the journey is so long, yes am gonna trip and fall, but I know you’ll be there to pick me up, I am still Learning to be me in you! am gonna go through the fire, but I know you wont let me burn for long, just enough to be as pure as gold a resemblance of your face in the mirror.

I feel your presence even when am swimming in deep murky waters, you are ever waiting at the end shining as a crystal! I also feel the compassion in your hands and arms, shedding a tear here and there, thinking you wouldn't notice, but there you go wiping it away…

I asked you many times to promise never to leave me, to tell me who you are! But you never said a word, why won’t you say something? Oh how I long to hear your voice, I can just imagine its texture…
All you do is smile and my heart melts every time you do so, I am Learning to be me in you!

Who are you I ask again? Why are you so important in my life? I have so many questions for you but you never respond.


The journey is getting rough-wind blowing so strong, I can’t even breath, I am getting weary!!! Then comes a mountain, we both climb it you hold my hand tight, as a sign of hanging on…

We leaped onto a cloud I smiled thinking we had gotten there… to that place, you held my hand tighter and stronger, I didn't trust you to carry me so high, and you still haven’t said a word!

I let go thinking you’d catch me but NO! I was falling, falling so fast I couldn't even cry, the wind from the sky blazed as I saw the ground, my heart was <<<BEATING SO FAST>>> 
and you didn't even shout on what I should do? I fell **!!!BAM!!!!** but wasn't hurt, when I looked up,  you were gone….

I thought you’d come after me, water ran down my chicks L why did you leave me?? If you were here you’d wipe my tears… I miss you, I feel so vulnerable

**DURING THAT MOMENT**
I felt a hand on my shoulder, and a “voice” that sounded like strawberries dipped in chocolate, it said: ‘Its me, you've done learning to be you in me…YOU HAVE BECOME ME!!!

And when I turned all I saw were roses…..and a mirror that's it...

This piece is written by me.THE PERSON I SAW IN THE MIRROR WAS MY TRUE REFLECTION! I WAS SENT ON A JOURNEY TO TRUST MY OWN SELF...

SO JUST TRUST YOURSELF, BE STRONG AND BE BOLD, YOU ARE THAT BEAUTIFUL ROSE... ALLOW YOURSELF TO TRANSFORM, DON'T HOLD BACK WOMAN! UNLEASH YOUR INNER STRENGTH, SPREAD WIDE YOUR WINGS AND FLY ABOVE THE CLOUDS... YES YOU CAN!



2 comments:

  1. mmh what a privilege to be reading such motivation.May God continue to use you help people like my self find themselves.Uvela undibete ndingazazi noba manditini

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